lunch crew

Breakfast is one of those pieces of good advice I struggle to apply to my daily routine. As I get older, setting and maintaining good habits becomes much more important to me, and I figure breakfast is as good a starting point as any to make my good living fantasy an incremental possibility. Tasty self actualization, I suppose.

I could take the easy route, and make yogurt with some fruit, or thaw out a premade smoothie the night before, or make some overnight slowcooker oatmeal, but then i thought, naaah. Let's make some cheddar veg egg cups, baby!

These are impossibly simple to make, though the pan is an absolute bitch to clean. Lube up a muffin tin with oil, spray or pour, it doesn't matter, just get it good and greasy.

Cook up some sausage or bacon, then some onions, and some kale or spinach, whatever veg you're into.

Put these toppings in each muffin cup, then sprinkle some cheese on top (i use shredded sharp cheddar, use what you have) and pour some scrambled eggs over it.

I crack a dozen and whisk them up fluffy with a little water and pepper, but you can use milk or cream or whatever you have on hand. I may add sour cream next time, sounds bomb as hell. Pour the egg over the toppings and shove in the oven at 350F for like 20m, until stabbing one with a knife comes out clean.

Let these cool before removing, which is tricky and a bit infuriating, I'll be totally honest with you. I drag a knife around each egg muffin to loosen, then pry that tasty bitch out with a spoon. Stick them in a tupperware in your fridge, or freeze for later. I have eaten these every morning for the past week or so with hot sauce, and holy hell are they filling.

Regarding hot sauce, and my love for it. I was never a big spicy food fan until after I had my daughter. Suddenly, my tastebuds changed, and I began craving spicy things, in a real and immediate way.

Tabasco is so-so, and Crystal is less-so, much to the chagrin of die-hard cajun chefs reading this. I know it's the hot sauce to use in your freaking food, that's why I keep a bottle of the shit on hand for my andouille red beans, okay? Fuck's sake, man.

Then I discovered sriracha, the ubiquitous big plastic bottle of red rooster sauce. I enjoy the paste-like consistency, and the subtleness of the spicy, the impact of the hotness is not as intense as it is all-over, if that makes sense. Less direct, I suppose. I adore the stuff, and really need to try out a recipe for it. I add it to everything, especially my bechamel sauce and fried chicken wet batter.

Tasty as it is, my work has yet to restock a bottle in the kitchen fridge, substituting it with a couple versions of El Yucateco (red and green). My first experience with this sauce is like a flashbulb memory: I was pregaming at a Mexican restaurant next door to a venue my fella and I were catching a rap show at. The margaritas were ridiculous, and when the food came, I doused my fajita plate with the tableside bottle of hot sauce, not thinking to look at the label.

Upon first bite, I was unable to chew any further. An eight dollar plate of food, ruined by this obscenely intense red shit. I looked at the label, mouth hung open to alleviate the persistent, undulled sensation of my tongue meat being chemically melted off. Habaneros. Fucking habanero sauce.

Good lord, what a fuck up. I can still feel residual pain in my cheeks just thinking about it.

Holy jesus, this is not a mild sauce. This is not that weak ass red vinegar you're used to. This sauce is not fucking about at all, just WHAM, spicy city, all over the mouth. I wasn't even offput initially by the strength of it, either. I was impressed. Serves me right for not respecting such a sassy, potent condiment.

So when I saw a bottle of it in our company fridge earlier, and could not be helped to play with that bargain brand louisiana hot sauce (red vinegar juice), i threw a couple scant dashes of the good stuff on my egg muffins this morning, not much, just enough to soak the egg bright pink in a couple places, and was not disappointed.

Tried a bit more sauce on my tilapia and kale lunch, with a heaping teaspoon of garlic I found hiding behind the ketchups (we have three in the fridge, it doesn't need refrigerating, what the hell?!? who is using all this ketchup??), and was golden.

I started eating fish at lunch once I began logging my intake on My Fitness Pal. Aside from keeping me mindful of my intake in a general way, logging my intake has revealed the macronutrient breakdown of what I shove into my hungry maw. Speaking specifically, carbs and protein, and sugar to a lesser extent.

I've been doing the StrongLifts weight program three times a week, so protein has become much more important to me. That and fiber keep me full and don't result in sharp crashes in mood or energy I tend to experience during midday on a higher carb diet.

I was craving salads, of all things, last week. I forgot my chicken soup I made myself for lunch at home, and didn't want to go the Popeye's route with the spicy chicken fingers and the red beans and mardi gras mustard, so I stopped by the nearest grocery store for some salad fixins. Not the salad bar, but actual produce red lettuce and deli ham and pineapple turkey, green olives, feta, a bottle of local romano dressing, and some artichoke hearts.

The result was delicious, filling and low-calorie, but was lacking a bit in the macro department. $16 for five meals is a win, however you look at it, but it could use some improvement, nutritionally. I figure, if I'm gonna eat, I might as well make every bite count, right?

I looked up some chicken thighs, and a thigh has 6g protein, which is only so-so when I'm trying to eat almost 70g of protein daily. That's a lot of fucking chicken. No hate on chicken, I do love it so, but it's hardly the protein power player I had previously assumed it to be. See what logging your intake and looking up ingredients does to your understanding of personal dietary consumption? How revealing! Total eye-opener for me, for real! Still, I eat chicken damn near every night, and will continue to do so. Mother fucking yard bird, I can't get enough of it.

(EDIT: just looked up chicken thigh again on mfp? 16g of protein. I KNEW 6 looked too low! Always double-check! Trust your skepticism, folks!)

I looked up canned tuna on a whim, because fuck it, might be worth adding to my weekly lunch routine, and holy shit, dude. 20g of protein per tin?? Tilapia fillets, same thing! Which is good for me, as I totally blanked out while I was doing my weekly shopping last week and forgot to pick up tuna, and you got me fucked up if you think i'm gonna go back to the grocery store on a saturday for canned fish when frozen fillets will do just as nicely, no freaking way.

Tilapia is insanely easy to make, and makes for an economically friendly lunch. A bag of eight fillets cost me five bucks, maybe. Parsley was a buck, parmesan was two (grated, not shakey), lemon juice was on-hand, as was the garlic and onion and butter. Kale is a buck or two for a shitload, so we're looking at under ten bucks for five lunches. That's two bucks a meal, you can't beat that.

I lay the fillets on a baking pan and pour melted butter over them, then cover with lemon juice, parsley, chopped garlic and a little bit of parmesan and shove it in the oven until it starts to go brown along the edges and is no longer soft in the center. The center should feel set, and the flesh should flake off with a fork. Such a lovely meat, really.

The kale was a cinch, too. I sautee a big ass onion and some garlic in a little oil until golden and translucent, and pull them out. As this cooks, I cut up the kale, get rid of the stems if you want, and shove in the empty onion pan with some broth. That's it. Salt and pepper it as needed, add some red wine/apple cider vinegar to it to taste and wait for it all to wilt down to a manageable amount. Mix the onions in with the kale and portion out into five containers. Once the fish is finished, spat it off of the pan and into the kaled tupperware and shove it all in the fridge.

The hardest part of home cooking a week's worth of work lunches is remembering to walk out the door with it in the morning. I cannot tell you how many times I have had my breakfast and lunch ready to go, only to realize I had forgotten it as I turn onto the highway heading to work. Embarrassing and frustrating, to be sure. I dunno, little moments of stupidity like that really reinforce the habit somehow, and I haven't forgotten my lunch at all this week.

I could take them all to work with me, but I don't wanna be "that guy" who's taking up all the fridge space with her weird ass tupperware lunches. Keep judging my fish, you fucks. I see you eating out every day, ya rich unhealthy bastards. Mindlessly expensive! I can't wrap my head around it!

recipe web browsing

I do a lot of recipe research in between calls at work. Here's what I have open right now, because if I bookmark it, it'll be lost forever (note to self: make a post with all the food bookmarks).

Some random jalapeno chicken from FB:

http://www.salad-in-a-jar.com/family-recipes/bacon-wrapped-jalapeno-chicken-bites


Bon Appetit's parmesan link slideshow:

http://www.bonappetit.com/recipe/parmesan-roasted-cauliflower

http://www.bonappetit.com/recipe/chicken-parmesan-2

http://www.bonappetit.com/recipe/parmesan-roasted-potatoes

http://www.bonappetit.com/recipe/parmesan-chicken-cutlets

http://www.bonappetit.com/recipe/scrambled-eggs-with-spinach-parmesan

http://www.bonappetit.com/recipe/farro-parmesan-pie


some serious eats links (my go-to recipe site)

http://www.seriouseats.com/recipes/2013/12/hasselback-potato-gratin-casserole-holiday-food-lab.html

http://www.seriouseats.com/recipes/2011/12/mexican-wedding-cakes.html

http://www.seriouseats.com/2011/11/the-food-lab-thanksgiving-edition-ultra-crispy-roasted-potatoes.html

pregame chinese takeout

I help host a weekly radio show each Saturday called Ripped Radio at Overtime Studios, a rap production spot in the basement of my buddy's South City home. Rip James, a well-known local rapper, asked me to fill the regular hostess spot after running into me at a rap show last week at The Way Out Club, this great spot I enjoy seeing shows at. I've stopped by the studio before and handled the mic on the air well enough to be welcomed back for a weekly spot, an opportunity I openly embraced, as it's fun to kick it and riff about whatever, very free form and funny and bordering on the risque and absurd. And by border, I mean full-fisted knocking on the line between appropriate and obscene.

My kind of show!

If you've never been to The Way Out Club, I recommend stopping in some evening in the near future. The decor is choice and the vibe is chill, though I will never eat their pizza again. I don't do thin-crust, but after three or four beers I can chew and swallow damn near anything, and accepted a slice when offered. Huge mistake on my end.

The pizza went from oven to bartop to mouth to floor, leaving me there looking stupid and cursing with a burnt tongue as I hastily grabbed some tissue-like napkin squares to wipe the sauce off the cracked linoleum floor. Never again, I said. Then I had another slice an hour later. Decent when cooled, I found, but still, to hell with thin crust, I can't take it seriously, it's like a working man's brushetta or something equally cheapish and offputting to my appetite.

A week later, I was sitting in the studio, sucking down tall cans of Pabst with a dozen other rappers and crew, most whom I recognized from a show here or an event there. Everybody knows me as Mickey in the rap circuit, throwing what's ups and fist bumps and classy handshakes with like four physical steps in em that I try to fake so I don't look foolish.

Calls are answered and questions posed on the live feed before the Cypher spot, a freestyle bout that many struggle to hold their heads up in, but enthusiastically (bravely) participate in. A couple rappers, Rip James being one of them, shine on the mic each time and blow the group away, who pause and whoop as the verse ends and the beat keeps running, ignored for a moment under a wave of off the top accolades.

It gets hot and sweaty at this point, there's no ventilation down there and I start to feel a bit tipsy and uncomfortable, so we bail in search of pre-show munchies. En route to a local hip hop artist showcase at Fubar, my favorite bar, I suggest chinese to avoid the old standard of burgers and fries. I am bored with basic fast food fare, and am in a place in my life now where, believe it or not, I can manage an on-the-go meal with a price pushing past a fiver a person. Big change, big thangs, right? Chinese, it is!

I check Yelp on my phone as we drive to find the closest rice shack, and settled on Fortune Express, a well-reviewed spot on Chippewa. As we approach, I immediately notice the throngs of people crowding in front of a Ted Drewes next door, a local frozen custard shop I haven't yet had the privilege to experience. Andy's is the equivalent to TD's in my hometown of Springfield, MO. I desperately craved some during my last trip down there, but time and circumstance did not allow me the opportunity.

We have an Andy's in STL now, I hear. I may need to check it out, though the two locations in Springfield (Campbell and Glenstone) would really ramp up the nostalgia factor for me to a surreal level, and I must admit, I'm into experiencing that extreme sort of emotional connection to frozen custard. I am patient, and can wait forever for custard. Ted Drewes will come first, I'm thinking. Take the kiddo over there sometime, watch her inevitably (albeit inadvertently) cover her face with frozen cocoa cream. Such a messy girl!

We park a block behind the restaurant and walk instead of scavenging for a parking spot up front. I change out of my glossy black stilettos into a pair of white cloth flats with marker art all over them, to make the journey all the more comfortable. It's a little after 9pm, and the place is abandoned, save for a couple waiting on a takeout order.

I was craving hot and sour soup and an egg roll with hot mustard, but I have a known passion for pork fried rice, and when I saw it mentioned in a Yelp review, I was sold (as was the piggy rice). A large soup and rice with two egg rolls came to around $12 and took two seconds to prepare. We watch a college football game on a corner flatscreen as they prepare our order, which they handed off to us before the couple who had been waiting received theirs. Their order must have been a bit more elaborate than ours, who can say?

I noticed on the menu they carry St Paul sandwiches, a regional dish I was made aware of only recently by a buddy of mine with more culinary culture and exposure than I. The sandwich sounds...gross, it's an egg sandwich with mayo on white, that sounds unappealing as a motherfucker to me, but the kid who recommended it also turned me on to sizzling rice soup, and that shit knocks me out. You can HEAR the rice crackle in it! How ridiculous is that? Added it to my list of must-try-at-home dishes. Recreating a restaurant plate is the sincerest way I can show respect to the dish and the restaurant, outside of, you know, regular patronage.

I grabbed a couple mustard packs for the egg rolls and a couple small styrofoam cups to split the soup and rice into. There weren't any spoons, so I made do with the forks available and headed back to the car, cutting through what appeared to be either a church or elementary school parking lot, I'm not sure, it was dimly lit by this time and I had been drinking a bit so the passing details were difficult to notice.

I did notice a drop of beer from my last swig travel down the length of the tall can at the studio, tinged pink from my lipstick. It's mysterious to me what sticks out as significant, makes me wonder what I'm missing, what the mind decides to absorb into background obscurity.

We park on a side street a block or so down from the club and unpack out order. I sip hot broth from the styrofoam, tangy and spicy and boiling hot (just how I like it, better over than under when it comes to food temperature). There were large, thick strips of vegetable in the soup that still had a bit of firmness to them as I bit down on them. I immediately feel warmer in my own skin and, after swallowing the last of the soup, refill my cup with the rice.

The rice was perfect, still steaming with heat and packed with big chunks of purple pork. Takeout rice is notoriously tepid, so it was a bit of a reassuring shock to have to hold my mouth open as I took each bite, gently exhaling to release some of the heat. Fried rice is one of those foreign dishes I am yet to master, one that no matter how many times I execute it, the rice never tastes like a proper restaurant mock-up. It doesn't taste the same as take out!

Is it the msg, I wonder to myself, shoveling huge bites of rice into me, each grain coated in a savory sheen, the fermented soy and green onion aroma entering my nostrils like an old friend bearing gifts from faraway travels. I must offer a faithful execution to this dish. I'm so taken with it, it's a signature comfort food that takes me to a place of serenity and restful satisfaction.

We polish off the rice and make for the egg rolls. Mine was crispy and full of cabbage and ground meat, seasoned well with onion and garlic and maybe ginger, it's hard to say. I use the egg roll more as an edible vessel for the magical condiment that is hot mustard. You must respect this sauce. Most run of the mill asian restaurants have bland, runny mustard, but not this one.

Immediately upon entry, my eyes water and nose runs, the wasabi-horseradish hot running in a nerve line from tastebud to temple. I love this feeling, it's a slight gastronomical masochism I readily embrace. I enjoy food that fights back, I like the physical reaction of slight pressure treading closely to pain, especially with that strong hot sensation. I use the entire packet for my egg roll, wiping my eyes and nose with napkins as I do. I got a single drop of mustard on the hem of my black cotton dress. I ain't even mad, that mustard was incredible.

The takeout, mixed with the tall cans and the radio show, had me riding a good vibe as I exited the Jeep and made my way to the venue, still rocking my canvas flats in tights and lipstick. Screw the heels, I'm comfier in these, I reassure myself, checking out the varied pumps the ladies outside the club are rocking, shifting their weight from side to side, taking turns leaning on the windows of the club for some much-needed ankle or toe relief.

You look good, ladies, I remember thinking, loving the look but not feeling the feel, not tonight. That rice and soup and mustard-slathered role put me in a good place, smiling softly past the doorman as I wait in the rowdy bar queue for a couple tall cans, same as before, same as always. I was likely the only bitch there rocking busted ass shoes and gave zero fucks. That $12 takeout was everything to me.

Turkey Day

Happy Holidays, guys! I love Thanksgiving, always have. Something about extended family members coming together over a distance to feast on an abundant fall harvest spread has captivated me since childhood. I'm admittedly sentimental about traditional celebration, to be totally honest with you.

Holidays surface so many memories, many of them food related, all of them meaningful in some aspect to me, however slight. There is a pin-trigger on end-of-the-year nostalgia for me. The sound of the lions or the cowboys playing on a front room television overlapping with the silky narration of 'a christmas story', marathoned every year on some cable channel, for instance, or the smell of each slow-baked dish as it comes out of the oven, resting on a long clothed table in my Grandma's back room.

I remember watching my mom and Aunt Barb pulling each section of that serving table apart, revealing two insertable panels underneath the surface, effectively doubling the surface (and seating) area once set into place. I can't see a handheld electric meat slicer without thinking of my Uncle Bob wielding it at my Grandma's kitchen table, carving thin slices of turkey and ham with butcheresque precision. The slices always reminded me of the fanned pages of  a meat book. Disturbing, right? I was a weird kid.

These recollections inspire me to recreate moments passed in my present life; as a result, I cook for the holidays. And I cherish this responsibility, readily embracing the role of sole purveyor of celebratory fare for my family.

Not only am I trusted to capably and effectively obtain, organize and execute a formidable dinner (not an easy feat, as many familiar with the seeping dread triggered by "holiday" and "kitchen" within the same sentence can readily attest), I have the opportunity every year share my passion with my loved ones, to execute these timeless standards in an enthusiastic way bordering upon the artistic.

As an added and essential bonus, I give myself the chance to reflect upon my culinary planning and preparation process later in writing, as I'm doing now, typing it all up the day after, dishes languishing in the sink, intentionally ignored for the time being. I'll tackle them tonight, though. I've developed something of a kitchen tic as I age, and cleanliness becomes all the more an important and essential standard to adhere to. Plus I've been taking more food photos, and filthy surfaces are less than photogenic (or hygienic, really). Such a dirty girl in the kitchen!

Now that I'm older and have a family of my own, I keep up the tradition, though on a smaller-scale. Instead of embarking on some three-hour car ride down to the more rural and less populated parts of Missouri, my kitchen has become the epicenter of November celebration.

My father sits in his living room chair with my fella and his father, each oscillating between cursing and cheering and casually comparing stats at a staggering rate as they focus on whatever game happens to be airing on his flatscreen.

My father has a couple of my sisters over, as well, and they pace about his house across the street from mine, sending my daughter over here and there with inquiries of Turkey ETA. Seven hours, I always say with a sarcastic smirk, to watch my kid's thick brown eyebrows furrow in disbelief. I see why people fuck with me; her face is too cute all scrunched up like that.

I woke up at ten or so in the morning yesterday, and sent Fish across the street for my coffee as I drug myself out of bed. She comes back empty-handed: no coffee made, Mama. No, my waking mind decides, that won't do. I had been meaning to acquire my own coffee pot for a while now, and having to wait on my dad's frozen porch each morning as he unlocked his door so I could pour myself some strong folgers in my to-go cup for my commute, scrunching my nose up as I sipped the thick black stuff, strong and soured with age, pressured me to make the purchase. No coffee at all, though, that sealed the deal for me.

Gabe volunteered to pick one up for me, he had to pick up his father, anyway. Both Detroit natives, they were more than excited for the 11:30 kickoff, and within what seemed like minutes, he was back with a $20 Black and Decker model (that you can program to automatically brew! ...somehow!), filters and a bag of Dunkin Donuts. Goodbye, Folgers Classic! Hellooooo morning java experimentation.

I put a pot on and change out of my silky pajama pants, bind and cover my hair with a bandanna, brush my teeth and wash my face, and get a huge bottle of water. I pour myself a cup of coffee, Gabe hands me a PBR can, I readily accept and open up my recipe binder -- a pink and purple tie dye three-ring binder with recipes sandwiched between sheet protectors -- to the thanksgiving section.

I took a couple days to plan my menu. First, I decided what to serve, then I looked up recipes for them. I don't just click the first one I see, I like to browse around until I can really grip the template of the recipe. What is the base recipe? What is commonly substituted? What would I/my guests prefer? Even mashed potatoes had me looking at three different recipes before deciding on an adapted Alton Brown instruction with no butter. Or pepper. Changed that shit quick. Potatoes and black pepper belong together when mashed. Likely the best squished spuds I've ever made, but I'm getting ahead of myself.

Once the menu is planned and the recipes written down somewhat sequentially, I write up my shopping list. This one was huge, and nearly $150 for everything. My dad threw me $50 for it, though, Gabe's dad had $30, so it all evened out, considering I keep all the leftovers. My favorite part. I'm racing here, I need to slow down and focus on each step. Leftovers get me so goddamn EXCITED though!

Grocery list planning is a composite effort, one I do not take lightly. Proper list planning requires a chef to analyze each recipe's ingredients, substituting when necessary, accounting for how each item is sold (cost, size, brand quality, availability, etc). Failing to account for each item on your menu can lead to the nightmarish situation of being out of X the day of Y, so you can't make Z and fucked it all up. Panic mode ensues, and that's not a good look (not to mention cliche as hell. I mean, really. It's fucking flour. Get it together.).

If you're rhythmically precise, you can read your recipes and write each ingredient down, with parantheses around items you may have in your cabinets or fridge already. You will want to physically check before turning over your ignition, though. I do not have Fish do this because sometimes she is lazy and tells me we have something, then we get back from shopping and do NOT have it, to which she says, "weeeeell, I thought we had it..." Same thing with being out of something. "Ohhh, I didn't seeeee it there!" Move shit around, goddamnit! >sigh< She tries her hardest, that's all I care about, effort over ability and all that.

Knowing your ingredients is essential to planning, as well. How many cups of flour total, for all recipes? How much butter? Sticks or cups or tablespoons or what? How many eggs? Keep a tally near the ingredient as you read. I needed 4 cups of half and half, 8oz each, so a 15oz carton will do two. There's a little wiggle room. Unless you're baking. That shit's like chemistry, do not alter those without extreme confidence in your substitution expertise (I am still developing mine). 12 vs 18 eggs, always get more, as eggs are easy to fuck up. Butter is 8 tablespoons = 1/2 cup = 1/4 pound = 1 stick. There are four sticks in a one-pound box of butter. I get unsalted, you do you, though, and get what you like. I used every bit of the two pounds of butter I bought. My god.

Once everything is counted, compared, and cabinet-checked, get to the store and buy as much of it as you can. Fish, my shopping buddy, helps me out with this. I let her push the cart, tossing items at the basket as she shrieks with happiness. She finds empty aisles and races down them, grinning maniacally. I make her stop if I see someone else, they don't need to deal with that shit and all that. Still, she is good to me, and I give her a little little-kid leeway when I can. We pass a kid half her age throwing a screaming fit stemming from generic brand substitution, or an inconsolable infant or loudly indignant toddler in the cereal aisle. I lean over into Fish's ear after we pass and thank her for being on her best behavior. She knows impulse control is both incredibly difficult and immensely effective. So considerate!

We get it all purchased and back to the car, my list more blue scratches than legible items now, and head on home. Her father and her bring in the bags, I get them in the fridge and displayed on my kitchen table, grouped into recipes as much as possible. This is every Saturday for me, only less elaborate and for seven meals versus one. Even this meal will be eaten over multiple upcoming evenings. I can eat for a week or more on these leftovers. Don't take my word for it, though! I'll show you.

So, it's nearly noon on Thanksgiving. I load the live stream of MST3K Turkey Day on my laptop, setting it on my microwave for viewing as I work, crack open another beer, warm up my coffee, and get to work.

First up, the turkey.I bought a 20 pounder last week, so it had time to thaw out in the fridge. I did not brine it, though I am interested in trying this for Christmas dinner. I wanna do duck sometime, too, but that's not the point. I use Coolio's Game Day Turkey Marinade. Coolio cooks? Why, yes he does! And this marinade is incredible. I use the big Pulp Fiction-ey injector for it, too.

I smoke my turkey under a trashcan. Odd as hell, right? I saw this on the news the first year I moved to STL and my dad tried it. It's become tradition, with Fish requesting it every year as "tradition turkey, TRASH CAN TURKEY MOM *giggles ferociously*" It's a charcoal smoked turkey, very easy to do. I think our turkey was too big? Or something went fucky, because we ended up having to finish it in the oven. No worries, turned out beautifully, and will be even better in pot pies and croquettes but we're not there yet omg hang on. 

Next was the stuffing. I did not use a recipe for this, nor did I use a box of Stove Top, and fuck you for even insinuating I ever would! I used a loaf of French bread leftover from my potato leek soup (blog post upcoming), as well as some frozen bread heels I throw in my freezer for breadcrumbs. I cubed them up and baked them until they were crispy.

As they baked, I cooked some onion, celery and green apples in some turkey sausage before adding some parsley, sage and thyme. I threw the bread in, tossed it all up until each piece was nice and coated, then added some homemade vegetable broth to it. I put this into a pan and baked it for a half hour. It was not a fan favorite, but I've got tasty leftover experimentation plans for it, just you wait. Maybe waffles, or a savory bread pudding...

Next, I made green bean casserole. From scratch! I know! I used Alton Brown's recipe, and be warned, it is somewhat elaborate. I cut a couple onions and coated them in flour and breadcrumbs and a little salt and throw them on a pan in the oven, tossing a couple times before pulling them out all crispy and perfect.

Fish loves green beans but hates fresh ones, simply for the fact that it's her job, as it is EVERY child's job, to trim the ends. I set her up in front of the TV for this task, and she executes it quicker than she anticipated, presenting the bowl of trimmed beans to me, beaming with pride as she does. She also gives me the trimmings instead of throwing them away. "For broth!" she exclaims. She knows what the deal is!

I boil the beans and food process a package of mushrooms, then cook them in broth and cream with some roasted garlic before tossing the beans in with them. I add the onions and bake them brown.

Gabe requested mac and cheese , another AB classic I adore. Boil the noodles, make a bechamel with mustard powder, paprika, onions and sriracha, combine them in a casserole and coat with buttery panko before baking for a bit. Lots of compliments from this one. I used sharp cheddar, you can use anything you like.

My personal favorite is the sweet potato casserole. So bright and fragrant and dessert-like! It's a cinch, too: roast the potatoes in oil until soft, then slice them long-wise and scoop out their insides. The skin comes right off, it's incredible. Mash up the flesh before adding sugar and egg, then transfer to a casserole. Top with a quick streusel (flour, butter, sugar, vanilla) and bake until brownish. Absolutely to die for. Use marshmallows if so inclined, I never do. I saw a photo from last year's Turkey Day where I put shredded coconut on mine. Don't know what the hell I was thinking with that one.

Oh man. Seriously, oh man. These mashed potatoes. They have potato boil water in them, salt and pepper, parmesan and half-and-half. Dead, man. I added roasted garlic to it to really make it pop, and boy, did it ever. These were superb, likely the best batch I've ever been behind, without even a smear of butter. Will be making them this way again, no question.

The gravy  was nothing special, just onion, carrot, celery and garlic simmered with the turkey neck and some sprigs of thyme in some broth I had boiling on the stove as I cooked the aforementioned items. Really drove it home when Gabe brought the bird in for additional oven roasting and poured some drippings into the pot. Good lord. Pureed the broth and strained it, then thickened it with a quick roux and served it in a large mason jar. I have a lot left, which is great, I'm gonna add it to my pot pies this weekend, but I'm getting ahead of myself here, as always.

The cranberry relish I made was also a freestyle dish, a bag of fresh berries simmered in a can of crushed pineapple with lime juice and a little brown sugar and cinnamon. I whirred it all in my food processor for use in leftovers and perhaps ambrosia salad, a sort of fruity mousse that's easy to throw together on a whim. Throw some grapes or something in there. Awesome. Nobody but me eats this, it is my selfish dish that I absolutely adore and refuse to omit from my prep process. Takes two seconds on a back burner!

We arrive, at last, to dessert. Two pies scream Thanksgiving to me, pumpkin and pecan. I outright refuse to buy pie crust, it is easier, cheaper and tastier to make at home. Both pies turned out amazing. The pumpkin was made with cream cheese, very silky and springy once chilled. The pecan was baked in a cast iron (ran out of pie pans) and was the more expensive item served, as pecans are damn expensive, always have been. My god, that pie, though. Will make it again come Christmas, I think. Maybe as bars? A full slice is almost too much.

The finished plate looked like this:




Regarding leftovers, I am thinking personal pot pies for the dads, croquettes for Fish and I with oozing cranberry or gravy centers. Both freeze crazy well. I also may consider these jarred leftovers, purely to recreate the layered image. I am so taken with it, visually, but conceptually, this falls flat, as not many eaters mush all the food on their plate together into one amorphous bolus before consuming. Some experience unease at the mere mention of different items coming into physical contact. Meh. I may do it for the photo. I wanna save a plate for a friend of mine. HE'd eat a mason jar full of em, I bet. Then again, you never know!

Look forward to a separate post for leftovers coming up sometime this weekend, when I have a moment to execute them. I'm thinking Saturday. Tonight, I'm going home and doing absolutely nothing. Maybe some reading or non-Turkey Day blogging. I'm trying to get these idea drafts typed up and posted for you. I can do it, honest! You'll see! Just like I did today!

slow cooked mexican chicken

I am in love with slow cooking. The crock pot I received as a christmas gift from my sister-in-law a couple years ago -- a large dark-green ceramic dish nested within a camouflage heating base -- gets used more than any other corded item in my kitchen.

Each Saturday, I plan a couple crock pot meals, at least. On Sunday, I assemble these dishes and stick them in the fridge, then dump them into my crock pot before leaving for work. Sticking a pot of anything on low at 8am makes for a ready-to-eat home-cooked dinner by the time I get home around 7pm.

By incorporating slow cooked recipes into my weekly meal plans, I take a lot of the hassle out of end of the day culinary efforts, which seem doable all day until the moment I'm standing in my kitchen come evening, and I just cannot bring myself to execute tasks less simple than pour into pan, shove into oven, scoop into bowl, spoon into mouth (repeat until full).

Instead of being shameful of this work-induced laziness, I account for it with prepared meals: the slow cookables, the marinated chicken and precut veg, the packets of sauce and tins of staples that can be opened and heated and mixed to satisfaction.

I based this slow cooker mexican chicken off of this recipe  from The Kitchn, one of my standby food blogs. I absolutely adore this site, and this recipe is effortless and adaptable to any discerning palate. The prep is ridiculously straightforward: shove in some raw chicken, rinsed black beans, a large tin each of green chiles and crushed tomatoes, some frozen cubes of homemade chicken stock (or water, whatever I have on hand).

I season this dish with chili powder, cumin, oregano, some onion and garlic I chopped up real quick, and some cayenne pepper. If the pot is more solid than liquid, add more water/broth before setting on low and walking away for a few hours. Come dinner, I rinse and cook up some rice in my rice cooker (basmati pictured here), and ladle some of the chicken mixture on top. A bowl of this is fragrant and flavorful and leaves you feeling full, three things that are an absolute joy to come home to.

I recommend adding this dish to your easy weeknight meal circuit. I could even precook some rice and freeze it flat, then just nuke a bag before serving the chicken, to make this process all the more receptive to bouts of that day-end laziness I seem to be so prone to.

Are you also too lazy to cook some evenings? How do you manage feeding yourself on nights like these? Do you rely on the modern standard of quick corporate takeout or premade delivery? Do you eat cereal or corn right out of the can? Let me know how you handle these i-can't-bring-myself-to-cook evenings. I'd love to learn more about how you eat when you're REALLY not feeling getting in the kitchen at the end of the day.

Stay Hungry!
~HMW

SPFD FOODOLOGUE

Here's a list of everything I orally consumed on my weeklong trip down to my hometown of Springfield, MO, a town known for homelessness, religious zealots, cyclists, college kids, and chinese food. Seriously, I heard once that there's more asian chicken and rice shacks here than anywhere else in america, per capita.

Per friendly suggestion (thanks, Jay Dee), I will turn each of these items into a blog post, either by day or by dish, I haven't decided yet. I may even do a recipe zine for this trip, as well, as a follow up to Broke Kitchen Cooking. That way, I can have both the recipes and the essays without sacrificing content for either.

Will likely follow the blog format of mentally meandering over each meal for the essays, ending with the recipe post. The zine will be like BKC, straight colloquial renditions of how-to-make versus poetic riffing. I'm unwilling to forego the quarter-page format, and essays on sentimental food experiences (like those listed below) are a logistical nightmare to translate into zine-size, both in content and coherence.

Lots of ideas. ALSO, learned about M.F.K. Fisher after picking up an anthology of her culinary musings at bookmarx over the weekend, so I'll be researching her quite a bit in my overarching mission to write regularly about food and how outright giddy and gleeful I get about it. Lots to look forward to! Also, Thanksgiving is next week! Gotta power through these drafts I have on my list so I can tackle those for a timely post containing original food photos. Freaking swoon, dude.

Without much more ado, I eagerly present to you:

SPFD FOODOLOGUE

THURSDAY

hardees low-carb breakfast bowl with gravy
sugar free red bull
blue cream soda
taffy
potato soup and french bread
30 pack pbr


FRIDAY

starbucks at the bistro
mustard powder, 1/2 gal 2%
au gratin potatoes with leftover ham from last time
grad school cubans
steak n shake milkshakes (bday cake and wchoc)
Kum n Go: pb choc rice crispy, lg diet coke, thinking of fish with the pink milk and green juice


SATURDAY

canton inn
grocery plan and shop (borscht, spaghetti and meatballs, tamales and chocolate tres leches cake, pierogis)
borscht and kielbasa with saeurkraut
wasabi peas
whiskey sours
waffle house hashbrowns and coffee, cedars, mamma mary's


SUNDAY

Kum n Go coffee, diet mtn dew
pb rice crispy cubes
salami and goat cheese and hawaiian rolls and green olives
biscuits and gravy with glaze, no choc gravy
tainted pink in places from borscht splatter the night before
same gas station attendant, chip-pottle, love language
dillons deli selection:
dillons leaving spfd, eel sushi, meat counter, cara dinners
singing to-do riffs
accidentally 450
watch sister make gumbo, import makes best authentic
amber dinner: fizzy tonic and mason jars of sink water
tomato and chickpeas with yard egg
curried kale and carrot and onion
stone cutting board
corgie, foil
cornbread muffins with round tops
sharpie in the bathroom, borges,
table conversation about focus and facebook (inspired vs drained by feed)
mother's beer too yeasty, "pizza beer"
b&g stack story, snes game (bought), read junky aloud to me, no wifi
"freestyle cocktail": rum and sour tonic and orange fanta and maraschinos
tomato paste tube
i mention hummus, he says he prefers baba ganoush better
didn't make pierogis due to podcast, ordered dominos: philly with white sauce, pepperoni (untouched), bbq wings, parm bites (crust chunks), lava cakes


MONDAY

virgin cocktails for fish, realizing a knack for mixing
must eats in spfd: canton, caspers, taylor's, gem of india, grad sch, andy's
pierogis, leftover cabbage plate
to-go sour mix


TUESDAY

double americano from mudhouse
navajo taco, yelp half off deal
tamales
choc tres leches cake


WEDNESDAY

double americano and choc espresso beans
took leftover tamales and unused beef with me
stuckey's before rolla, got rainbow poncho, faygo for gabe, bud light tall can, sf red bull
made navajo tacos for fish and gabe at home

caramel apple cheesecake

Fall is all about apples and pumpkin and sweet potatoes to me. I broke down and bought a couple cans of pumpkin to make gnocchi with ricotta. I may also try a second batch with sweet potato, and do a comparative analysis post for you? Things to consider! I planned one for jasmine v basmati, but haven't gotten around to turning that draft into a published post as of yet. I'm working on it, though! Captured the idea and images, anyway, and that's step one, isn't it?

Definitely gonna make this recipe  for sweet potato fries and sriracha sour cream at some point this month, as well. Caught the local produce stand on its last day open for the season, scored some lemons and peppers (3 for $1! None of this buck a piece bullshit!) and apples and sweet potatoes for pennies. Seriously, three plastic bags crammed full of produce for ten bucks. You can't beat that!

I grated all the lemons (nearly a dozen of them) into a quart mason jar and filled it with vodka, screwed on the lid and gave it a good shake before sticking it in my kitchen cabinet. This is phase one of the limoncello I'm making for a friend of mine for the holidays. He digs vodka. Here's hoping he digs lemons.

Regarding apples, I kept seeing this recipe  pop up on my Facebook feed, as trending recipes tend to do, and couldn't take it anymore. I had to have it. Looking at it, it's super straightforward, and I was surprised at how fast this dish was executed, from first apple slice to first serving slice.

Always start your recipes with preheating the oven, or you'll hate yourself when it's time to bake and you're stuck waiting for 20 minutes for the machine to temp. Inefficient and amateurish, if you ask me. Were you to ask my eight year old what step one is for any recipe, she will not hesitate. "Preheat the oven," she will say, "then get out all your ingredients and bowls and measuring stuff." The little miss grips miz already! So freaking proud of you, Fishers :)

Once you're set up and warming, mix the flour and sugar and cut in the butter. This is your crust, press it into a pan lined with aluminum foil so none of your crust sticks to the pan (note: i did not foil my pan, and they came out fine, but it's better with the foil) and bake for 15m, until nice and browned.

As the crust bakes, beat the cream cheese with some sugar and eggs and a little vanilla. Use an electric mixer and room-temp cheese and eggs. I did this by hand. I do not recommend it, but make sure your cream cheese is soft but not warm, or you will scramble your eggs and your cake will suck city with big chunks of cooked egg in it. This has happened to me before, when I made Gabe a new york-style cheesecake for his birthday (with cherry pie filling, as I do every year, it's a fucking two day cake) and I was devastated.

Pour your filling over your warm crust and set aside. Chop some apples and mix with sugar, cinnamon and nutmeg. I add allspice, as well, because it's MAGIC. Spread this over the filling. Mix equal parts brown sugar and flour with some oatmeal and a stick of butter and sprinkle over the apples. This is streusel, and it's ridiculously delicious, I promise. Bake for a half an hour and drizzle caramel over it before letting it set in the fridge. Caramel is easy, sugar and heavy cream, that's it.

Be sure to let it chill, or you'll get mushy slices versus clean-cut ones. I would likely make this again, it was stupid fast and was a big hit with the kiddo. Making this dish made me want to make lemon bars again, though, which were NUTS, and I loved them obscenely. I'll do a post on those sooner or later (have I already? What's happening here? Who are you? Get out of my house! No? Well, shit. You want some cake and coffee? Yes? Great! Pull up a chair! Happy to have you, stranger!)